Waiting..

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I hate days like these when I can't find any motivation whatsoever to do assignments. It never used to happen, and now it almost never happens!


It's like my mind has been taken over by a uni-hating unmotivated evil version of me. My heart is still the normal uni-loving motivated me who just wants to get it done. I just need to find the normal version of my mind..


I think it has gone on holidays early.. If only it had waited 2 more short weeks then we could all go on holidays together. Instead it left me.. And I am stuck here, unmotivated with a blank page and a due date saying TOMORROW =|






That is my page as it is now.. Hopefully something will come to me soon. I am writing about Indigenous Reconciliation and the affect on National Social Cohesion. Really, I have a lot to say, its in the dark regions of my mind, I'm just struggling with transferring it into words.


Before this semester this had really never happened to me before. I now sympathize with everyone who has ever had this trouble. I had no idea how horrible it was.


Please can I have my old mind back, the mind that has no trouble at all writing a two thousand word assignment and never falling short of things to say. The mind that words would just flow from without having to think so hard.


Maybe one day things will go back to normal..


[On another note, our darling Jess is sick. =( The poor girl has been vomiting for 3 days now and not keeping anything down. She is going to the vet tomorrow. Hope she will be okay.]


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